Is this the part where I question my sanity?

[zombie_brunch]

  Wow, hello journal I never ever write on. Long time no see. Hi friendslist! I am about to flood you with nonsense.

 So the other day I realized how much I hate my username. I created this account when I was like 14 and full of emotions and a love of x's between words. Cut to now and I regret everything. I want to change it but whhhyyy does it have to cost 15 dollars. Dammit livejournal, some of us are broke-ass college students who cant even afford gum. So I will be angsting about this name until I find a way to change it. Awesome.

  In other news, since all of the shows I enjoy don't start up again for a couple of months I have been re-watching South Park. And I remembered how much I fucking love this show. Seriously, Trey Parker and Matt Stone own part of my heart forever. And that part keeps getting larger with everything they do (i.e. The Book of Mormon is amazing) but the other day I may have decided to go look at SP fanfic for a giggle. And I may have read a few Stan/Kyle fanfics. And I may have enjoyed it way too much.
One being The Scenic Route and its great I couldn't help but love it okay?
What is my life? /o\

 Speaking of TV shows that are destroying my life...Supernatural. It needs to come back on like now. I am excited to see where it goes! The trailers and spoilers are driving me nuts. Not too mention I just want to know if they finally kill off Castiel or not. I'm really hoping that they actually go through with it and don't back out because of a few very vocal fans who have serious entitlement issues. Seriously I am so sick of hearing people bitch and moan about how they are 'so done with the show if he's gone, he's important and part of the family! I could write better then these people! Blahblahblah' You are free to feel however you want but please remember some of us do not agree. Uhg. Also I saw choked out Sam in that trailer. And I am way too excited for that. /I have so many issues.

Comments

[elsewhere91.livejournal.com]

Oh hey, i saw your posts at ontd spn party and so i thought i'd comment (i hope that's ok) as i agree with everything you said about Supernatural. Oh i so agree about Castiel, he's too powerful for the show to be as gritty and realistic as it once was as there's no suspense about injuries and stuff. The fact that having Castiel around seriously dumbed the Winchester's down and the fact that the Impala was hardly used last season due to Castiel just zapping them places. The fact that the boys, the main characters, become plot pieces in their own show to Castiels manipulations and story line just felt wrong to me. Again i agree people are entitled to like who they like but it just feels like they feel that everyone loves Castiel and want him to be in the story and get redemption as well and i'm like 'no, i don't agree with that'

Oh also a massive Sam fan here who loves hurt Sam and protective awesome Dean and i squealed in delight about the chain choking Sam and the gasp and the hallucinations. I wonder whose blood that was dripping? I just hope that we do see Dean being the angry older brother whose pissed at Castiel for doing that to Sam otherwise i'll be pissed lol. I just want the show about the Winchesters again, i know its not going to be the same as season 1 and 2, and i don't want that and expect that but i do want more clever, badass hunters who research and who actually like hunting and who actually save people. i want them to deal with Dean and sam's issues together such as hell - Dean can help Sam by also healing and talking about hell himself. I also miss that caring and joking between the brothers - it was starting to get there at the end of season 6 but come on more please - have it winchesters against the world.

[deadxinxlove.livejournal.com]

The first paragraph, yes to everything! With Castiel involved, Sam and Dean have seemingly just become reactive characters to their own story. I get so annoyed in posts involving Castiel (especially recently) just due to the fact so many people act like its completely incomprehensible for some of us to dislike him and want the show to move forward beyond this sad little box they've worked themselves into. Smh.

I'm also really hoping we get pissed off protective older brother Dean. Seriously I miss the overall brotherly feel of the show. That, plus the horror movie feel, what got me into the show in the first place so it's been massively depressing to see it all dwindle away the last couple of seasons. I'm trying not to get me hopes up too high, while trying to remain optimistic.

It's so awesome to talk to people who agree! ♥ it feels like the whole fandom is having a giant civil war lol

[elsewhere91.livejournal.com]

Oh i know it feels great to see people have the same opinions as you especially regarding Sam and Castiel. Yay!!!

I know it feels like they don't understand that Castiel is NOT A MAIN CHARACTER, All characters -apart from Sam and Dean - are expendable. I don't think there would be as much uproar if Bobby died - who i love - because i know he's not a main character.

I also really hope that Dean is the badass older brother and not angsting how he was betrayed by castiel as that would in my opinion be so ooc i would scream such as how he was in 6.20.

Yeah i agree i miss that atmosphere, that gritty, realistic but at the same time strangly hopeful atmosphere that was so present in the earlier years. Now the characters are so depressed and its just not as intimate to me. But i still have hope because we have Sam's wall falling and Jared and Jensen seemed happy in their interview so i'll wait and see.

Oh i totally agree about the fandom civil war lol i was actually surprised when quite a lot of people in ontd spn party was saying they didn't mind if castiel left as i always assumed whenever i've been there it is full of Castiel fans. I think some of the fandom is realising about what Castiel is doing to the show. He isn't needed anymore for the storyline and he's only stayed this long due to his popularity and fanservice. But i think some of the extreme Castiel fans have pissed off some of the Dean fans so i do think there is major changes going on in the fandom.

Oh hey do you mind if i friend you, i don't update much but i just agree with basically everything you say.

[deadxinxlove.livejournal.com]

I don't think there would be as much uproar if Bobby died - who i love - because i know he's not a main character.

Basically. I'm pretty sure if Bobby was the one getting offed there wouldn't be any petitions to keep him in the show. At least not like the ones I've seen for Castiel lol

This has become like 'The Great Supernatural Divide' it is really refreshing to see more people coming out of the wood work saying that they feel Castiel has over stayed his welcome. It used to be like a completely unheard of thing in ontd spn. Its probably just going to lead to more drama though.

And friend away! :D